i've always wanted to be remembered in someway
either in life and in death.
it could be by my crazy personality,
or maybe because the crafty things i make,
or even because i've created amazing friendships with people.
nothing like that would ever happen to me.
i'm a nobody who wants to be somebody, but i can't even
make an effort to do anything about it.
it's always fear. fear. fear. fear.
i always blame fear and let it hold me down.
i've changed and became better through the years and it seems like it's not enough.
i don't want to be forgotten.
that's why i'm rewriting myself. renewing.
