i feel like something has been missing in my life.
i mean, i have a good job, an amazing boyfriend, a wonderful family, everything.
i do have a good job, but i want to have a job doing something i love,
especially with my artistic craft.
i do have an amazing, loving boyfriend,
but we're falling into a routine that couples do and it's not so amazing.
and i do have an amazing family, but we all are fighting for our dreams and butting heads in the process.
or maybe it's me wanting bigger and better.
but... there's something else.
something i'm waiting for.
i think it's excitement, something new. anything.
i always said i was an average girl with big city dreams.
i know i can reach any dream that i have.
i'm just afraid to fail.
i know i'm asking for a lot,
but i want to be selfish for once.
is it wrong to feel that way? i don't know.
i don't have a lot of money or time. i'm so over this average life that i just deal with because i have to.
all i do know is that
i'm ready to be swept off my feet.
i'm ready for surprise. for now i'm just waiting.
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