not so bad

i'm the kind of girl who stresses about everything.
what can i say i'm a perfectionist.
everything always has to be right and go right.
[i blame my dad for that. he is such a perfectionist!!]

but with the new year and what not and
all the resolutions that came with it,
i decided to try to relax and take things easier.
calm down a bit.

i'm still freaking out about small things
[don't judge me i'm still trying :) !]
and yes, i still get nervous and anxious about a lot of other things
but i realize now that things are really not so bad.
i think it's the waiting game for me. i do not like to wait!
do not!

i always freak out about something...
then i end up loving it or it's really fun!
and than again i realize why was i so worried in the first place?
for no reason, that's why!

i guess what i'm really trying to get at is...
stress is stress, sometimes yes, i want to scream and pull out my hair.
but in the end the time passes.
stress passes and all i really did was
age myself and made myself looked worn out faster being all stressed!

no more stresses... lol!
[okay, maybe just a little bit! no one can change in a day! :) ]