future

my future is still very unclear.
no, i did not choose for it to be that
way. it kind of really just happened.

i'm slowly working towards getting to that
point... where you know and everything clicks
and it just works. it's a long journey,
that's for sure.

whoever said it wasn't easy wasn't lying.

i feel so guilty, because my fiance
chris, he has big dreams too.
and i feel like i'm holding him back
from the things he wants in life. :[
and it's really all my fault.

i'm doing the best that i can. i went back to
school, i'm still a temp... which sucks...
i want a real job already!

i feel stuck. i need guidance and answers.
i don't know. i'm lost.

is this normal for a 25 year old?