catch my breath

wow, have i been so busy! school,
work, wedding planning and working out!
i'm trying hard not to neglect this blog too,
but i can't seem to balance everything out.
i mean, where does blogging fit in
all the chaos? so when you haven't heard
from me for awhile... i'm sorry, really!

i have such a full plate now!
it's overwhelming in a good way! i like
to be a busy little beebee every now and then.

sometimes, when i think about all of the things on
my to do list and sort them out individually, i
feel fine and i think i can handle it.
it's when i see the item as a whole, i start
to feel a little stressed. it's a mystery as to
why my brain thinks and processes that way. :/

maybe it's because i feel like i can't catch my
breath. i wake up, go to work, come home,
do homework, eat dinner, workout, take a
shower, then it's already time for bed and
start the routine over the next morning.
i feel like i have no time for chris, either. :[

i'm doing the best i can, i get a little too
high strung sometimes, i know. the first step is
admitting it, right?