i've never been good at being someone's friend.
maybe that's the reason why i can't
really say i have all that many.
it's not so much me as a person, but more like
it's always me that has to initiate conversation
and it's always me that has to suggest something.
i know. i know it sounds so selfish.
it's so true though... i want to be the one invited
sometimes and i want to be the one who is relaxed
and waiting for someone to talk to me first.
i've never truly ever kept a friend. we're all sort
of just acquaintances now, we just say hi when we see each
other and converse through social media, that's it.
i don't know. maybe it's the whole 'going out and
partying' that i've messed up on. is that what i need
to do in order to keep a friend? but why does it always have
to resort to that kind of thing? why can't we have
lunch or something? it's not exactly fun but it is something.
i do wish i did have a best friend. really.
it feels like such an important part of a woman's life.
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