they say writing is a great form of therapy...
i do agree. i have scraps of paper everywhere
with my thoughts, dreams and ideas on them.
[i have a regular journal. i even have an art journal].
but why is it that whenever i try to
transfer my thoughts to paper, i can't.
it takes days, sometimes hours.
things sound so right and logical. then i process
it all out in writing. and it's all wrong.
it's not really capturing the moment and the
feelings that i want them to.
i feel like i'm battling two versions
of myself. a mental and physical part of me
that can't get along.
i truly wish that writing would heal all the pain
and everything i didn't want to deal with.
but at least it helps sort through all the things
swirling and suffocating me in my head.
i still can't really explain what i'm trying to say. :[
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