balance

i'm struggling with finding the
right balance in my life.

i am honestly starting to feel
beaten down and discouraged about it.

i know that i shouldn't complain
because i don't have it as bad
as some people probably do.
but, there comes a time when a
girl just can't deal.

i just feel like that one saying,
"one step forward, two steps back."
i want to move forward, is that too much?
am i jumping ahead?
but when i finally feel certain
and finally feel i'm moving forward,
i end up few few paces behind instead.

my husband always says that i
need to take it one day at a time
and yes, i wish i could, because that
is probably the best thing i can do.
but, i can't. i'm a worrier.

i can't seem to pinpoint the issue.
it's probably me.
should i take a step back?
i can't live minute by minute.
i don't know what to do.
i'm off balance.